My Pen Crime

MOYOSORE SANNI

MOYOSORE SANNI

Thursday 7 September 2023

This is a thorough confession of my Pen Crime.

I had no choice,

it was the only way out (maybe not the only).

I did not murder with my Pen,

But to me it is a grevious sin against myself, my God and my beloved country.

But surprisingly the youngsters do not see the crimson on it,

To them that is the way,

The right and only way to success.

I ask my God for forgiveness but can I forgive myself?

Can I forgive myself? Can I?

I wish dear reader, that you can feel my grief, my guilt,

I wish that you can feel the heaviness for just a second and never again.

Is this guilt born out of my good nature? Or out of my love for God?

Even after the success arrives will I feel triumphant?

Will I be able to say “I did it myself"?

How do I get my integrity back? Do you know how?

Will it ever fade out, ever?

How do I unburden myself? Tell me dear friend?

Please keep my obscure secret.

I wish, I wish I could tell further but bear with me.